Miss Lucy Davies
Posted on : 18/05/2008 11:15:27
I dont smoke much, Not at all usually.
One a week if 'Lucky' on a Saturday, Up town, With friends. That's only over the last 3 months. So yeah, Less than about 10 over my entire life.
This ONE Time, Yesterday, I started smoking way more than usual. 40 over about two hours. It was stupid but very out of character. I guess I had my reasons.
Thing is, Now I'm finding it very hard to breathe. My chest hurts a lot. My sister keeps looking at me like, What on earth is up with you?
I'm sitting here wheezing and clutching my chest.
I'm not going to be able to keep this from my mum for much longer.
My sister is starting to look worried.
I'm clever, Doing my GCSE's at the moment.
I have friends. I love them and they love me too.
I moan abut my weight, Hair etc but now I think I'm not even all that bad.
And now I don't know what's going on, Just that I'm not going to smoke ever again.
But I guess the damage is done.
I thought, I dont know, It wouldn't happen to me, I'm not even addicted, I'm only 14, I only smoke a little. Well, If your thinking about it - Well, Keep thinking.
Because it really isn't worth it.
I'm the sort of person who would regard this as just another story that happened to a girl I don't know and I dont really care about.
There are millions of horror stories out there, Graphic images, Whatever.
Well All I wanted to say was that I didn't think anything would happen to me.
14 year old 'scene' kid.
I didn't feel any effects and didn't think I ever would.
I am now.